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My Books (continued)
This is continued from the Journal on my old account. So I should be continuing "How To Bring Your Stories To Life"
Welcome To My Life (Chapter 20)
Chapter 20
Guilt
(Why Do I Keep Screwing Everything Up, Just When Everything Seems Good?)

I, am crap. Whether I meant to do all of this or not, I’m crap. Nobody, not even Irene can fix that fact. I want to try and make it up to all of them for everything my stupid story has put them through, but that would take a lifetime, and I don’t even know where to start. Let’s list everything I’ve put these people through:
1. I made Kaguro kill Lissette and Azza’s mother.
2. I made it so that they were related to said mummified…well, you know what I mean. I said it earlier.
3. I also had Kaguro kidnap Azza, leaving Lissette on her own.
4. I made Lissette endure the humiliation of having Masamori use a zekkai on her. (Note: I am not a fan of Masamori, I think he’s a bit of a show off, and I wouldn’t trust any farther than I can currently throw him)
5. I made Lissette endure Atora’s death hugs, and Raizou’s tackling.
6. I made both Lissette and Azza clobber Yoshimori in the face, the latter of the two breaking his nose. (I don’t hate Yoshimori, but he does get a bit annoying sometimes)
7. I made Azza just as perky, if not more perky than, Atora. (Plus, she’s a lot scarier if you make her mad)
8. I humiliated Gen by having Lissette kick his butt during training. (Which I’m not regretting all that much for some reason)
9. I made Erika’s own parents afraid of her.
10. I made Erika’s home town chase her out because they were afraid of her.
11. I’m still going to write the sequel, so Erika still exists. The ending is going to be a lot different from what I’d had in mind though.
And that’s just all the stuff I can think of off the top of my head. I’m sure that if I went through the stories again, I’d be able to find some other things too…especially if Genso no Senshi turns out to be real as well. Yep, that list is going to get a heck of a lot longer. Good thing school already ended for today, or knowing my luck, I’d probably get called on right now.
“Hey Bethany, what’s up?” Irene asks, coming up behind me.
“Well, not long after you left, I realized that I am probably the biggest jerk in history.” I say, staring at the ground in disgust at myself.
“Hey, it’s not like you meant to put everyone through all that. Besides, until you came to Japan, none of this had ever even existed.” She replies. I give her my ‘what-the-heck-are-you-talking-about?’ look.
“What are you giving me that look…oh wait, I still haven’t explained that part to you, have I?”
“What part?”
She glances around at all the people around. She doesn’t even need to say it, there’s too many people here, someone would definitely hear us.
“Think you can sneak out again tonight and meet me outside the back entrance to the school?” She whispers.
“Probably, once everyone’s asleep. I’m the only one who can’t seem to get used to the freaking time difference yet.” I answer.
“That’s because newbie kotodama tsuki don’t really need to sleep all that much. I’ll explain everything to you tonight then, okay?”
I nod, then she disappears in a crowd of people, and I‘m on my own again. Trevor’s been walking over to Yoshimori’s house to do homework with his younger brother, Toshimori, so I can take my time going home.
I search for a nearby payphone, find an empty one, and step in. I stick a few coins in the slot, and call my mom’s cell phone.
“Hello?” Comes her voice on the other end of the line.
“Hey mom, it’s me. Is it okay if I go over to a friend’s house for a while?” I ask.
“Well, I guess so. Be home by eight though.” She answers.
“Okay, I will. Thanks mom, bye.”
“Bye Bethany”
I hand up the phone and walk out of the booth, and start walking again. I think it’s time for a bit of a detour.

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