I have returned again!! Hello all~ an update in my life is that I have been driven near insane. My life has been like a tornado lately and I'm trapped in painful memories. But I'm not worrying about it, know why? Because I became stronger. My twin, who said she loved me more than anyone has abandoned me, like my mother did. I was surprised, I didn't cry. I am strong, I'm not scared anymore. smile for once, I feel OK with my life and myself. I wonder why....