So, it's been a year since we departed, a year since we haven't talked to each other an I wonder...I wonder what was on her mind that moment...was it really like that? I'll have to keep these thoughts of the last year, the new experiences, the growth, the unknown and unexpected outcome of things, how it all came to be like it is now.
I don't think it was for the best, nor was for the worst...but I do know that I miss her dearly, that I miss how we talked, her company...but I guess this is how it'll be from now on.
Anyways, I've been able to advance so much more in this year, one step short of achieving what I thought was impossible years ago, and now it could be done this coming year! It's exciting to think of all the effort input for such thing as a piece of paper and a title on it, and the new things I'll learn and can do with that...the work was hard, the jobs were tedious, but the journeys will be worth it, the time and travel will all be enjoyed as the studies were suffered.
Come to think of it, I'll do what I always wanted; so many things to be done. A tattoo in L.A., The sun and waves of Hawaii, the inscriptions and mysteries of the pyramids, dancing at Ultra fest, oh man...so much to do! and yet to get all that, work, work, work, but it's one step away...but over everything, I'll head to find that kiss I've been waiting for so long. If I do find it, well of course it'll be pure happiness, and if I don't at least I'll know I tried c:
Good thing life's not over yet wink
So I'll leave my best wishes for all of you who read this little publication of expectations and dreams, that next year will come out better, that you'll get more positive things out of it, that you wont cry as much, nos suffer, that your mind and heart be at peace...
Happy new years to all of you, Godspeed, Godbless (even if you don't believe in anything), and my sincere good luck for you all!
PS: Muffin butt, if you read this, I still love you no matter what...I said it was eternal, and that's how it'll be :*