This silence between us is ********' torture,
Each time we talk, our time seems shorter,
God, this pain is something I cannot bare much longer,
I've been changing, fixing myself, why don't I feel stronger?
Thoughts of you, I had thought I locked in the back of my mind,
Reveal themselves and steal away my focus, my time,
My heart aches for your tender touch, screams for whatever is still there, what is left,
Oh, but it knows, my aching heart, that this was certainly for the best,
And if that is so, and this proves to be true,
Why is it that I simply cannot just... forget you?
I've hurt you enough, it's what I'm good at, the only thing I really know,
Perhaps I need you to tell me it is certain there is nothing there,
No feelings of love, tenderness, no feeling to care,
Why am I so numb? Why can't I ******** breathe?
You're driving me ********' crazy, look what you're doing to me...
Why is everything I say come out so very wrong?
I want to tell you how I really feel, I've wanted to for long,
Instead I put on my mask, build my walls, and act tough,
But all that is useless against you, against your love,
I'm not sure what I'm saying, I'm not sure what I want..
I suppose, Darling... I just miss the way we use to talk..
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