...I know already that I am rather hated.......but why do I still persist on acting like and being myself....?

...Well, maybe it is because...if I would try to restrain myself...I know that that would not be me...

What am I, if not me?

Also.....I know, even if I restrain myself that one or two times...I can not possibly restrain myself twenty-four seven.......My soul will come through eventually...and people will have to deal with it.....Yes, people will have to do something about it...so why even bother to restrain when it will leak through later anyways...?

I am there...and people will have to deal with it.....I regret that the people I used to feel comfortable among once dislike me a lot now a days....but I can not change myself....even if I tried....I did try...and it seems that is one of a couple of things which I can not do very successfully unfortunately......




...I have turned into a Ms. Hyde....Congratulations, ********......