This friday will be 2 months since Tammy passed away and yesterday showed me that I'm still not over her...

I was at the mall with my mother and aunt, and I passed by the pet shop that's right at the entrance of the mall and saw two black rabbits, nothing like tammy in size or color, but just looked at them in the eyes and I snapped, I felt something broke and I had to keep my self from crying till we got to my aunt's house and just wept for twenty minutes because I forced my self to calm down since my niece just got there and didn't want her to see me like that. This friday will be two months since she passed and I'm not sure it's going to get better right after Christmas and nearing new years...