Yep, I'm Panda. Sorry it's been such a while since I've been around. Work has been crazy... hell what am I saying? MY LIFE HAS BEEN CRAY CRAY! (Meaning crazy to the MAX!!!)
I'll fill y'all in. Last time I scribbled in this dusty journal *blows dust and coughs* was earlier this summer. I was going on about my 1st week at McDonald's... yes I AM STILL WORKING THERE. I've been bumped up to full time-- meaning my man (Richard... for those who dunno who he is, feel free to take a gander at my profile page; you'll see a picture of him with me from almost 2.5 years ago.) and I are able to save up cash to move out on our own COMPLETELY w/o roomies. We're temporarily crashing at my granny's place until then though. I'm also slowly BUT SURELY paying off my 13k student loan debt -- FAFSA is a pain >.< but worth it in the end for us poor folk who don't have rich family members to help put us through college... or even part way for that matter
ANYWAY, back to the updates: Aside from working 4-5 days a wk on the overnight shift at McDonald's, there was a recent, large hiccup in my relationship with Richard. I cheated on him with my best friend from kindergarten. Well I thought he was my bff of practically all time; boy was I dead wrong on that one.
We are mending the relationship-- Richard and I-- it is gonna take time and effort (lots of effort on my part seeing as my affair went on from mid-october til the 1st or 2nd wknd in november.)
I was stupid-- plain and simple. I don't know why I did what I did, but I regret it all and want nothing to do with the guy I used to call my bff. What's done is done and it's full speed ahead with Richard and Richard only. He's been here with me for 6 years almost! Can you believe it?! He was kind enough to take me back... though I think he's cray cray for doing so; but I shouldn't look my gift-horse in the mouth.
Now Christmas is upon us and I was able to get a few gifts for everyone this year! Richard and I still have a few things to wrap and such, but we are ready for the family gathering at my granny's place on Christmas Eve. Yes, we celebrate on December 24th... Dunno why anymore really.
AS FOR Pnk_Panda_3 -- SHE IS STILL WORKING HARD TO PROVIDE FOR HER DUCKY FAMILY AND MAKE THEIR CHRISTMAS A FAB ONE TOO!! SHE HASN'T BEEN AROUND LATELY BECAUSE SHE WORKS NIGHTS (USUALLY) AND SLEEPS ALL DARN DAY. SHE'S ALSO BEEN CONTEMPLATING A NEW STYLE FOR THE NEW YEAR. SHE WANTS TO BE A BETTER PERSON AND SUCH. THE NEW YEAR IS COMING!!! *squeal*
Thanks for reading. Sorry it's been so long. I'll try not to take such a long hiatus next time.
· Sun Dec 22, 2013 @ 10:07am · 0 Comments