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Short. Thoughts of a lost case
The experiences I have had, or at least the view of me through my rather grey-tainted glasses, by being me.
A gift at school
"I will hand out a Christmas gift tomorrow for attending despite the school board saying today's class is cancelled even though I informed you it will not."

This is what our English teacher told us today...

....******** you...and your gift...I can not help but think so negatively of such a...Christmas gift...

Two girls from a different class entered at the beginning of the class, too. They told us about some event where they were going to collect stuff to donate to people in Syria.

It seems I was looking spaced out, for the teacher directed his attention to me suddenly, asking me to repeat what was just out. Perhaps because in fact I actually really did not care about such a stupid thing. I repeated what was said easily. Donating...Seriously...what a weak, pathetic, useless thing to do...Why should I care...

In fact....instead of repeating, I should have claimed having not listened even though I caught everything....The idea of challenging the teacher sounds better. Why should I bother to listen if I do not care about donating to some poor people who I do not know, who I could not care less if they were to die in front of me? ...That is not part of the class either....so I do not see it as any of my interest...

How benevolent...the teacher acts sometimes...and it seems like he wants everyone to be like that...How disgusting...It makes me want to puke...

He should be stricter too...I dislike that "friend"-attitude he has with students...I honestly could care less and I do not wish to be friendly....I am in school to pass it...That is all...

Friendliness is so...unnecessary...especially when I did not do so well like I should have. That is close to pity...I do not need pity...

I will do better next time. -sigh- An A on the English test...29/30.....I should have known better. Oh well...

I hope, I will find a part time job soon...I am itching to get more busy besides I have a small list of stuff I really need to get...

-sigh- I wish I could go back to the time where I still knew people more or less...It seems deaths is the only way back...Take me in your embrace, death...

Man, I really dig Hollywood Undead...





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