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i got better, then it came back, and i seem to be doing a bit better. but i cough randomly in fits. it's like my lungs won't relinquish their illness. i have asthma.

i have more negative feelings from J right now than positive. when he comes over all i can do is fuss at him. and all he does is make goo-goo eyes at me. that makes it worse. he won't face things; and i'm pushing him away more.

i need to have already finished the 15 lesson plans for winter camp.
i have nothing. i feel uninspired. maybe tomorrow will be a breakthrough. praying so.

today my friend at school cheered for me because i'm transferring. she feels it is good. so i'm happy. i was sad thinking she might be there all alone. i think she was saying she's leaving there too, at least i hope she is.

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commentCommented on: Tue Dec 31, 2013 @ 02:41pm
No fun. I hope you get well from your infection soon. Maybe stress is affecting you more than you think.

I just have one question - feel free to not answer because its none of my business and not my life, just something to think about BUT: What do you actually have to lose by dumping J and moving on?

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