Andrew, you will be missed I wish I had told you before about how much you mean to me, you were my first kiss and I havnt forgot it.. we have had so many memories together.. ha do you remember the time that we were walking and we found a dead fish in the street and we threw it in a strangers window?!?!?! ha of course you do what am I saying, this journal has no real purpose I just have to get his off my mind.
you commited suicide.. you were so perfect I guess you just weren't happy with yourself, you had a bright and successful future ahead of you I know you did. but right now in the present your up high dancing with angels.
you're truly missed you're mother and father and brothers need you right now. I'm so sorry you had to deal with depression I know I have depression myself but if I had the chance before you made you're big decision I would have taken that depression away from you and put it upon myself. you never deserved that. never. you were a very smart kid. you were so funy too.. you know I stayed at school yesterday till 6:00p.m. comforting you're teachers half of them cried all day.. we love you Andrew we always have it just sucks that you didn't realize it until it was too late.
well i'll go now I love you Andrew Rest Easy heart