I worry about her lots…just because her friends are druggies and sluts doesn’t mean she needs to follow them….of course she feels like shes in no issue…she tells me over and over again that its ok nothing to worry about. But I feel at this point im the only one worrying for her. Of course her parents don’t know….don’t know that she invited a guy from new York to join her for a night. I cant believe that this is what has become of my best friend.
Shes so beautiful, so sweet, so perfect. Any guy would fall for her in a second. And she abuses that power, she abuses herself by letting herself be fooled by them. Her innocence her sweet nature has been covered and lost by a sarcastic im fine girl…all I wish for is for her to take a good look at herself…to show her the path shes going down…shes such an amazing girl, and she ruins every inch of that everytime she tells me shes met another guy.
How can this be my best friend anymore? I don’t recoginize the girl I connected so closely with at camp…all I see is a slut. A slut full of loss hurt and anger….why? I believe because she had the one for her and chose to end it….chose to keep looking….now who is there for her? I sure am…but im not as close as the girls she knows from childhood…the girls who do drugs, drinks booze, sleeps with men, cheats with their loved ones, and ruin her life.
OF COURSE SHE LOOKS CLEAN COMPARED TO THEM!!!!!!!!!! But she is as tarnished as them to my eyes…why? Because shes ruining her life!!!!!!! Shes letting guys walk all over her and im terrified that ill soon find out shes been raped…or worse…dead…I do not want to see that perfectness waste away to nothing by drugs, sexual abuse, or in a coffin. Shes such an amazing person…I pray that she wont leave.