I learned something from my parents tonight, wow. Apparently because I like both genders but lean more towards the same sex; because I at times wish I was the opposite gender, I am mentally ill.
Well, they don't know these facts about me but they plain out as day said "Gays and trannies have something ******** up in their heads."
Sure, I made a roleplay about that sort of thing but the point of it was equality. I never thought it would happen around me in real life, especially from those who claim to love me. So, if they found out the truth would they try to institutionalize me? I am more afraid than ever if they found out I am almost homosexual and that I want to be the opposite gender. It's bad enough that I don't get my dad's approval and respect, would he disown me if he found out these things?
I just feel...distraught. I can't be myself, and when I am myself on here, well it's just as bad.
Well, I...I don't know anymore. Not like this is the big city and there's support for that kinda stuff. I just wish this would all go away, y'know? I...I'm lost for words on what to think anymore.