Is it really so bad to just crave a true love? A love like on the movies? A love like in fairy tales? I've always wanted to find my one true love. But, on some days I really just want to know that I will get that one day. Someone that will know me from the inside out. Someone that would keep me safe and make me feel at home. I'm sometimes scared that I won't ever find that true love. With me being so shy, I never leave the house unless I have too. I also am such a hard person to get to know. I often head for the hills before letting go of my wall. I'm afraid of not finding my happiness and living my dream. I've always dreamed for my true love to find me and for us to fall in love. I'm scared that there wont be someone out there that will love me for me.
All of my dreams and life goals aren't what everyone want. Not all of them are considered normal. I want to make a difference in the world. But, how much of a difference can someone make from their safe zone? How can I change someones life if I can't even get out into the world? What if I become the crazy cat lady, all alone watching tv every night? What if I hide away in the safety net of a home I have forever?
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