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Life Entry #21

Yes, he upsets me at times and doesn't realize it.
Our music tastes are completely different.
Our fights seem endless and I always feel like I never get my say in.
But I already love the hell at of this guy.
He may not understand exactly what I mean...or how I am, but I really want him to actually see.
I sometimes feel like we just won't last, but I honestly push myself pretty hard to keep him around.
I don't enjoy the fact that he smokes by all means, but I obviously over-look it.

I have had a crush on this man since high school, but never had the chance to tell him so.
Honestly, I don't have a clue on how we stayed in contact for so long.
We just got to talking for a while and eventually we just kinda admitted to liking each other then, just didn't know how to approach with it.. >////<
We eventually went on a date(my first date EVER), then.decided to date a month later.
I admit that my mind likes to wander and think "He's an attractive guy. There's no way that he wouldn't cheat on you." and I don't know why I constantly think this..
It could be because I finally feel happy, but my insecurity won't let me be.

Regardless I just feel all around wonderful being with him(:
It almost feels like a dream~

(7 - 10 - 13) <3

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