11/23/2013 4:43 AM

Not sure what to say. Strong feelings overwhelm me, like a tempest inside, clashing and pulling me in different directions. It seems like nothing matters, though. Being strong, nice, helpful...what does any of it get me? A time for selflessness and a time for looking back to realize you are not even living a life. When you only care about one thing, and that one thing is farther out of reach than the stars light-years away past the night sky. I will stand here with my arms outstretched until those stars burn out and fall down upon me.