How terrible is it to love something that death can touch.

Today was okay, I guess. I'm having a hard time replying to you all and I really need to re-think the amount of characters I have. It's way too many for me to handle.. Plus many people don't care about the majority of them anyways. I say that I don't like being ignored but I do it to you guys so it makes me feel really bad. I guess today just wasn't my day.. It was okay 'till I got home. I guess I'm just not happy in general, than again, I never have been.