I am such.. a loser..
I am going to outright say it.. I have GID. gender identity disorder.. meaning I wish to be the opposite sex... I wanted it to be hormonal, so that if I went on testosterone I would feel like a normal guy.. but I don't.. I never will.. I feel so bad for her because I don't know how she will react.. I just told her... I love her so much and never want to lose her, but I feel like this might make her leave...