MY GP paper is due Friday.. and I have SO MUCH to revise.. the teacher says its really good, but I don't have the right organization. this sucks so much. I don't feel like doing the work but I'm going to. I was going to do it tonight but I can't now because my dad is in my ******** work room.
I am losing control of my self too.. I don't even know what I'm doing have the time. It's weird but I feel like my headache meds help me think better.. I can't really focus on stuff.. I mean.. my eyes cant focus on stuff. when I see things I feel like I'm not looking at it. my eyes see it clearly but its like it doesn't register with my brain. I don't know what is going on with me anymore..
Being alone.. it sucks.. thats all I can say.. I'm not a normal male.. I don't even want to be male.. I am the one that likes to be held.. the one that likes to be playful and cute.. I just.. I DON'T KNOW.. My friend In real said that its okay to want to be a girl... and I'll be able to be what I wan't..
Being what I want.. what I want to be is with her.. I don't know If I should bring it up to her though.. I mean.. she probably already knows but.. I just am so scared to tell her..Maybe I'll bring it up to her soon.. I don't know..
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