Can't sleep and its 2am...
I'm scared.. I mean. I'm scared that she doesn't think about us meeting up.. but.. she probably does..
Honestly my only motivation is my friend Sara.. I know I won't go to oxford.. I can't. I would never be able to afford it and the operation... I mean.. My health care could cover most of it.. but if i pay for it my self it would be 20,000$ about... but anyways.. she is my motivation because I want to surpass her. she is too good at everything and I want to be better, I will be better. she is the valedictorian and the genius kid that doesn't apply himself. next semester I will have all A's in every class. I had even cleaned out the spare room a few min ago so I have a place to do my work and other stuff. I hope I can be the best. being better then her is my short term motivation, because If I'm better then her, then I can get into a college in London. not oxford, but some school. I'm going to London and that is final
I have a splinter and it hurts like hell..
Next time I talk to my therapist I'm going to talk to him about seeing a gene therapist..
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