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I just finished watching one of my favorite films of all times. It's called Suicide Room. It's a Polish film and you can watch it on Hulu. I warn you, it is very powerful and does not have a happy ending. It makes me really appreciate life and come to understand just how much all my friends here mean. I love you all so much, I don't really know what I would do if I didn't have Gaia anymore.

I am currently battling depression and see a therapist every other week, though it was weekly for a while. It got so bad that I skipped school one day. I just wanted to disappear, but thanks to a very good friend, she kept me from doing anything when I knew I had the means to do something. If any of you ever need someone to talk to, I am here for you. I understand what it's like to feel completely alone in this world and not want to ever wake up again.

I understand how hard it is to get up in the mornings, to not just roll over and ignore the world around you, but you can't. You have to get up and look to the future. Things can always get better, remember that. If you are thinking of doing something, talk to someone first, I am here, I will always listen. I love you for who you are, not who anyone wants you to be. I will not judge you, I will only try and help you the best that I can.

I love you all so much and wish you grand and happy lives.