November 9th was the most amazing day of my life. >.> For um... Reasons. A lot of stuff has happened since the last time I wrote so let meh catch you up.
Well first off, Friends at school have been complicated. A lot of drama that I didn't expect to happen in the group is going on and we are losing members and gaining them left and right. >.< Not good. I'm not really sure what to say about it though. Meh and Syn are back and forth.... One day we're cool and the next we aren't talking soooo.,..... Yea...
Now for home life. My dad was pulling some crap that I didn't like and going through my personal items, called meh a b*tch, trying to take meh out of my art classes, ect.. On top of the fact that he is just cold to every thing and it never seems like he cares (Emotional abuse) he can get physical if things don't go his way. I know I can be stubborn but a father has no right, I don't care who says he does, to lay his hands on his child. You can get the picture there right? I just don't know if I'll last the next 4 years with him.
And now on the the last thing I feel like talking about, Scourge. (I know, not the real name.) Thinking about what has happened between meh and Scourge... It's a lot to juggle. And now its going to be hard to see him... V.V He could have got himself hurt trying to stand up for meh and I only have myself to blame. I don't want to put him in that situation but it would kill meh to let him go. Should I tell him to forget? Should I forget? How could I ever forget my first? ... This is just to risky now and I don't know how to keep it all from falling apart.
Scourge: Don't do anything stupid.
Meh: I wont.
Meh: I promise I wont do any thing stupid.
But does he know Stupid is an opinion word.
Azia Foxx Faze