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Love with out love.
My thoughts are from my heart and my thoughts are here.
Henrietta Marie Annette
A woman much braver then I that I have long admired but now more so then ever. She spent her whole life in love with another man but was forced to remain with another. I always wondered what would of come to pass had she left that other man and wound up with her true love. I wanted to be like her but I lack the strength and ability to think for my self... So many steps I took to be with the one I love only to have his love with drawn from me and him make his own choice to leave me to please the wishes of another... My heart is still his as broken as it may be it still some how beats how ever my mistakes have been made and so now I must go through the pain of never being with him... To never see his smile or feel his arms around me I can only imagine and remember these things once so precious to me now only painful yet I still consider them dear and are so fond of them... Longing for the one I can not be with... I do not understand why you have chosen this path and I can do nothing but sit by and watch as you walk away leaving me behind yet not alone... If only death had come on swifter wings perhaps I would not be where I am now... I am as trapped as he is and I know I will never see him again except for in my dreams so let me close my eyes and never let them open again... This is all I wish for...

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