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In Scythe's Mind
I'm a depressing jerk with little concern about others, who also hates everything.
sometimes a sandwich is just a sandwich
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I dreamed.. of a sandwich. It was a club sandwich or BLT.. It had 3 pieces of bread, crisped on a grill pan, two pieces to hold the whatever ingredients, and the third slice of bread in the middle to balance it all. There was two kinds of meat, tomato, cheese.. plus other things, I can't remember. But it was perfect.

I just don't even remembering eating the sandwich. This isn't the first time I dreamed of food either. I did dream of making my own food: Grilled cheese and french toast. And you know,, I think I might want to learn how to cook (at least a little bit).


Change of subject.. I think I have a fear of writing. Perhaps it stems from the fact that I do not wish to offend anyone. To be honest, I think I might give up on 'trying to write that novel' all together. For my own personal use, I still like to work on old ideas and working on character personality and relationships. And while searching up some things here and there, psychology might be something I would like to learn more about.

People change. I've changed. Before, all I cared about was looking after my family. And lately, all I want to do it get away from them. Because I know that's the only way I'll grow as my own person. For the longest time I wanted to give up on everything because I felt I useless. And now.. all I want to do it change that! I am not useless.. I believe in myself now, unlike before. I believe that I could change the world around if I tried harder.





 
 
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