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Meditative analysis of the Fallibility of Humanity, Act: III
Where I reinforce my apparent apathy with irreverent, unexplained sarcasm, a maze of near-unintelligible adverbs and adjectives, and a plethora of irrelevance, animosity, and complete disregard for any readers' sanity, self-esteem, or will to live.
Conflict of principle
I like my privacy and hate to share.

But I also hate lying. smilies/icon_rolleyes.gif

Neither as a rule, simply a visceral negativity. But when the two conflict, my response is pretty much just:
STFU and GTFO.

For some reason persons misinterpret this to mean:
LOVE ME I'M A WHORE.

Is there some sort of convention lending to mistranslation that I am not familiar with?

Sometimes the degree of intensity to aforementioned visceral negativity can make it difficult to detect anything but the blood misting over my eyes.....

in fact, for the longest time people misunderstood my homicidal intent for an invitation to engage in play, sexual arousal, or an interest in having a long, heartfelt chat.

Maybe it's a consequence of nonexpression. My emotions can be somewhat cryptic. To the extent that the only possible way ANY individual who values their own welfare and/or that of those they love/care for could possibly misinterpret overwhelming disposal of one's sensory disposal and consequently an instantaneous expulsion of conscience.

Took psychology class with half a look at the study of the brain and origins of various degrees of explosive sanity to fixate the ideal origins of this seemingly implausible anti-survival trait.

An evolutionary trait as continuously purposeful in modern humanity as it seems sensible for evolution to have placed the testicles outside in such a vulnerable position.

Evolution's got a lot on its plate, so I get it. But seriously, if humans are supposedly capable of transcending evolution, HOW CAN YOU BE SO ******** STUPID????????///

Anywho, if I should VERY EXPRESSIVELY ask or behave as if I want someone to cease and desist in the act of fondling previously implied personal bodily existence, however much I might wish to dispose of such repulsive biology, then it's likely to be conducive to one's likelihood of contributing to future human evolution to already STFU and GTFO.

Perhaps I have not made myself clear enough. Threatening gestures and constant threats to detach certain sexual organs from other persons' physiology has thus far remained inneffective.

But then again, on principle, I am disinclined to appropriate any of the above into reality, providing there be no likely event of blood-fugue in which anything might occur....it's that state of mindset where I turn psychopath and all that. Hasn't happened in any recent years. Still occurs in my head. Meh.

What was I...oh right, I might be more convincingly specific were I to actually carry out anything implied by the threatening gestures, but it goes against principle and also my attachment to biological biology-ness and icky-ness.

Transcend evolution my a**. We seem to be forever seeking how to return to primordial soup.

I'm sorry, but so much BORING. But I'll be happy to offer a proven effective shortcut should you be willing to piss me off enough. ^_^

If the above statement was unclear, what I mean to say is: I would most certainly be happy to kill you should you wish it. smilies/icon_heart.gif

Rinn Lothron
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