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Just another journal..
It is a... journal of a wolf..
I...
I... I'm just.. speechless.. I stared at the message for so long.. trying not to cry.. so many mixed emotions between happyness.. worry.. sadness.. and being glad.. I.. I need to work harder.. next year I have to be up there.. next year no matter what... I feel so bad now.. for not knowing what to say.. for not knowing how to help or what I can do.. for attempting to kill my self.. I feel so stupid for all of it.. I.. I should have just.. I don't know.. I still don't know.. But I feel so many emotions right now. though none of them are anger or hate.. I feel like my emotions just got a boost.. just.. Like.. I can't explain.. no matter.. I wan't to talk to her more.. yet I am scared to still for some reason.. I'm scared of so much lately.. But I am submitting my job application this week, even if I have to walk their my self and hand it to them.. >.<





 
 
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