I have had a death in my family and then as soon as I get home, my mother finds out she has gotten transferred to another state!!
I LOVE to RP, don't get me wrong, but I feel like I have let all of the people I was RPing with or planning to down.
I have BiPolar and severe depression, and they are messing with my meds. Some days I just don't want to do anything, or feel like talking to anyone. I know I have lost great online friends because of this and amazing RPs.
Then to make things worse, the only thing that gives me inspiration, fanfiction, two of my favorite sites went down(actually the only two that I could find). One to never to return again. The other thankfully has been revamped and most of my favorite authors have transferred over.
My itch to Rp has slowly started to return, but I fear since I have been gone for so long....well I probably have a bad repetition around here as a person who abandons RPs....
With that said, I have (Hopefully) messaged all the people I was RPing with or planning to....I wish to RP to escape from all of my troubles but....well like I said, I have been gone for awhile.....
I am not trying to gain pity or anything like that, but I just wanted to express and explain what has happened.
I hopefully will be on more, but it all depends on how things go.
I hope those who read this will understand.
I thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this.
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