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my fave songs
This is where I will write my favourite songs in. Sometimes I'll write about my school days.
Painkiller
So I've been in love with a man named Jacob since I was eighteen. I met him on this site and all I want is to be with him, but I know it will never happen since he doesn't even want to see me in person because I have a boyfriend who always wants sex and cries about it. Well my heart cries for Jacob and I always yearn for him. So this song that I'll be putting down relates to how I feel.

Can I have some painkillers?

Love is a bad memory
Love is a hurt memory

When will I be okay?
When will the sun rise again?
That's what a break up is

Love is love
Only when it hurts

When will I be okay?
When will the sun rise again?
That's what a break up is
Is it supposed to be a killing pain
I feel choked
I can't breathe
Time can't heal the wounds
Make me laugh just a little
Please heal my heart

This terrible headache never gets better
Holding a pillow in my arms
Getting a p***k in my heart
Over and over
I scream in the dark room
I have a nasty cold
I never get better
I swallow the pills without water
The dirty morning
The bad cold
Why coughing again?

It's killing me
But I think of you
Seriously, you are the only medicine
Maybe it is over
I'm crying
I'm crying
This bad cold never gets better

When will I be okay?
When will the sun rise again?
That's what a break up is
Is it supposed to be a killing pain
I feel chocked
I can't breathe
Time, can't heal the wounds
Make me laugh just a little
Please heal my heart

I need some painkillers
Help me take my pain away
You were always harmful to me
That's what I thought but...
Ma mistake
I can't live without you
I can't take care of myself
What should I do?
I feel like I might die

It's killing me
But I think of you
Seriously, you are the only medicine
Maybe it is over
I'm crying
I'm crying
This bad cold never gets better

I don't want to let you go
I would beg you but...
I don't have courage to do so
I'm too sick to do so

When will I be okay?
When will the sun rise again?
That's what a break up is
Is it supposed to be a killing pain?
I feel chocked
I can't breathe
Time can't heal the wounds
Make me laugh just a little
Please heal my heart

(She didn't even answer the phone)

Elena Boleyn
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