ugh cant sleep..
I would normally post on my new account.. but.. it just feels so much more natural to post here.. and also I don't want anyone to know I'm online. although its only like 10pm.. I do have school in the morning.. but I keep thinking and looking back on what I used to be... I honestly think.. that she'd like me better they way I am now.. before I was to immature.. because Of previous conflicts.. but I matured so fast over the last two years.. right out of 8th grade i was a little ******** retad that obsessed over the people he liked.. sophmore year I was much better.. but still tried to hard.. not I'm just.. meh.. I don't know.. Can't stop thinking though.. well.. back to blackjack... maybe someone will wonder in my blackjack room and talk to me so I don't feel so lonely tonight.