UGH i feel so stupid for everything.. I shouldn't have tried.. now she thinks I'm just a creep. she doesn't understand that I love her.. and it hurts so badly.. it has been about a year.. I even still have our old messages.. perhaps I could offer them up to show her.. I think she will block me soon.. she must hate me for some reason.. I'm trying so hard not to be weird but there is no normal way of going about it. maybe i should just send her our old messages.. and maybe try to talk to her normally.. maybe its to late... I don't know... I'm scared.. finding her was harder then finding a needle in a hey stack.. and now that I found her again.. getting her to remember.. will be even harder..