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Well, what can I say that I haven't already said last night?

I'm still in the process of re-evaluating my friends at school.
I've been trying my best lately to reach out to everyone and take the initiative to contact people, but nobody responds to me. It makes me feel like nobody is really that interested in talking to me. It's very discouraging. The entire reason why I opted to dorm at Post University was so that I could gain more social experience. During the first month, it certainly felt like I was going to have a positive social life here... However now, that feeling has taken a complete 180 on me, just out of nowhere. It all started with Stephanie leaving the school. Now it's continuing with my friends never texting me back when I message them... I don't understand it. At first, they responded to my texts all the time, but now they don't at all... :l As a result, I'm missing get-togethers, social activities and other events at school. It pretty much defeats the whole purpose of me coming here in the first place. =w=;;

As it is, I've never really felt like I was part of any friend circles, and I remember feeling this way ever since I was really little. That's why I feel like I'll never find a girlfriend. I mean, could it happen? Sure it could! But it just seems incredibly unlikely. .w.