"...and she said 'Come join the dark side...'. At that moment I knew how much she hurts inside. 'Don't worry,' I whispered, 'I'm here.' "
It Gets Better.
Hello lovelies! Long time no talk, eh? Haha anyway, this journal entry is for all of you that are going through a hard time. If you were going to commit, this is the sign not to. I know you all think this isn't true, but I swear, it gets better. But you have to want it to. You have to do it for yourself and no one else. I now know that I am a lot stronger for going through what I had. And if I had not gone through that I couldn't help others. I've saved people from themselves and that's a big ******** deal to me. I promise you, you can talk to me. You are worth every bit of pain in your life. Once you get out of the darkness I can't promise that you won't be pulled back in. For I myself have many of those times where the darkness consumes me once more, but I am learning how to get out and win the war even if I lose the battle. Please please please stay strong, I know you're all beautiful people, and I know you don't want to do this to yourself. I know everybody will be sad if you're gone. You may not think that, but its true. All the people that treat you like s**t, they'll be sad too. They'd wish they hadn't done this to you. So please please please do it for yourself. Save yourself. Because you can live a long life, only if you want to and I'm pretty sure you do. I love you guys. Stay strong, beautiful!