Wow, so about a year has passed since I cut contact with Christina. I'm still listening to depressing stuff, still have to go to bed early sometimes, because I can't deal with whatever feelings are still left over.
As stated in my last entry, I wanted to deal with all that s**t, which I tried with a dating website. That was big dud! I'm too direct and ugly to attract girls, so I just paid for escorts.
The first escort was pretty hot and lacking a little bit in the boob area. Her face was alright though and her body was nice. My little guy hadn't felt anything like a mouth around him and overexitedly came without ever entering a V.
So a second escort had to do hold up. She had good good good body and alright face, plus she was the first black woman I did anything sexual with. In her opinion I have a "nice big d**k" and "white girls must like it" Cannot confirm that at all...
I did try to pleasure her, but it then that it was confirmed again: I suck a sex.
The second escort's V was nice and I can finally say "Jerking off hurts my d**k". NoFap works (for me). Sadly, my hand still feels better than a V and because I'm such a big failuire in bed, I just decided to give up. That doesn't mean there won't be posts about that stuff, though
Other than that, the site is moving along quite nicely. We're hoping to have a public beta out, by the end of this month. It should be possible if we work hard on it.
Anyway... I'm falling asleep as I type this, so it's time to go. Maybe I'll update soon
· Thu Oct 10, 2013 @ 11:16pm · 0 Comments