What feels like only yesterday is in fact about... yeah 3 years ago. Every friend I once had on this site has vanished. We all grow up we all move on and yet here I find myself again. Still lurking dreaming and trying to hold onto the past. But now I realize as my 26th birthday is coming round the bend that... I'm not afraid of change anymore. I don't embrace it but I don't cling to the past in fear of losing it. We all move on and we all have to celebrate the present. That's what I'm doing now. I hope you all enjoy these happy times because more are around the corner.