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She left and walked away. He couldn't ignore that these were words that she had already told him. She wanted to go on a break from them, from him. She didn't want to stay and she begged him to let her go. Of course, he explained how she didn't need to beg. Why she wanted this, he didn't know. And it killed him to see her leave, to see her with other guys. It killed him to know that she was once his girlfriend, that pretty little blonde girl, and that she lives across the ocean with her friends who all love her as much as he does. She was everything but now he lost her. He lost everything. He never really had any real friends who cared for him, who thought about him from time to time or who missed him when he was away. But she was like that. He used to be special for her. He used to be the one who made her smile. But something change, maybe he changed, he could never find out and he could never know. He was powerless and he was alone, without her. Without the one he loves.

He wished that he could speak to her about all of it. He wished that he knew the words that would make her love him again. But he doesn't. He doesn't know anything anymore.

He misses her. Of course he misses her. Without her his life is so empty and dull. She was that crazy person who he adored that seemed to make him happy no matter what. But now... Now things are different, aren't they?