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On the edge of the dark and the light.
Day 10
Exercises are going very well. I started learning a new dance today for Sunday evening. I've been trying to get into the habit of waking up at seven every morning and going to bed at midnight or earlier every night. I have to wonder how I'll keep it up. I'm sure I can do it. I was right about one thing: drinking tea and water everyday sure is making a difference in how I feel physically. I feel more awake and more energetic than I have before. I've cut back from eating 5 small meals to eating 3 small meals per day. I feel pretty proud of myself.

On the plus side, I don't feel angry anymore toward anyone. The downside is that I'm now upset with myself. My actions and my procrastination. I need to break out of that. The only way I can do that is if I clean the house, but I'm allergic to spider bites, and there's spiders hiding in the clutter throughout the house. I refuse to clean alone, and I refuse to go near spiders, but I don't think anyone will help me. My family scolds me for being afraid of spiders, but I have a good reason to be afraid of them. I can kill an occasional spider, but not three in one area. In any case, maybe I should talk to my mother about this.

Well, I think today was a success. I'm off to go work on that avatar art.





 
 
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