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On the edge of the dark and the light.
Day 9
I feel so much better today. I think I'm finally over that cold that was getting me down this weekend, but no worries. Anyways, I did my usual morning exercises, but tonight, I'll be doing my first dance routine. Then tomorrow, I can start learning a new routine. Tonight, I'll be dancing to Ah, It's a Wonderful Cat's Life. It's a Vocaloid song sung by Len Kagamine and Gumi. I'll post up a link to the video down below. I've been cutting way back on eating. I'm now down to 3 small meals, which is really good. After that Coke I had yesterday, I haven't had any soda at all today. I think I'm on the right track for my physical health.

As for my emotional health, I still need to find a good way to vent my frustrations and stress instead of just bottling them up. I think I should learn to pour my emotions into the songs I sing and the stories I read for YouTube. That might be the best option. In any case, I've been not sad, but... angry. I've been very angry at my brother for making me feel worthless. I honestly don't like that he tries to make me look like a terrible person.

So, I did work on the avatar art today for Celsius. I've got the black shading down on his sketch. Tomorrow, I plan on learning how to create a free website for my art. That way, I'd be able to advertise it more for everyone, instead of using my Facebook page to try to sell works. I know that not everyone has a Facebook account, so I need to learn how to create a free website.

Day 9, was a bit of a success. I just hope tomorrow will be better for my emotional well being.

Ah, It\'s A Wonderful Cat\'s Life Dance





 
 
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