So, I decided randomly to get online tonight and just how things were on here, and it's surprisingly painful. There are some "friends" I have on here who I'm not so much friends with anyone outside the site, and it hurts knowing that they're right there and there's still nothing I can do. I'm too scared to speak with them but I miss them so damn much. I wish things didn't have to go the way they did...somehow over the past 5 years I've just managed to keep destroying friendships and I still can't see what I keep doing wrong. I almost want to message them just to ask that.
If you read this and you know it's about you, as it should be rather obvious, please understand that I'm sorry for everything and that I wish I wasn't such a coward and could say something. I hurt you and ruined a great friendship, and for what?
· Mon Sep 30, 2013 @ 03:33am · 0 Comments