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Help Me...
this shall be the container for anything that would otherwise be a cause of ridicule to the people i call my friends in rl..
Ugh.... I do too much.. Drawing. Pixeling. Animating. Programming... I need to find ONE thing for me to concentrate on.

The problem is I get bored easily, so for example, as soon as my vision fades for an art piece I might start thinking of music that would go along with it, so i start doing that. then I get in music mode. Then I might be looking up music things and run across GTA4 mods or something else programming related, and Ill get in programming mode.

Its nice being able to do all these things, but at the same time it keeps me from getting better at them at any decent rate. seeing everyone else progressing and flying by me is depressing sometimes.

I really wish I had friends who were into these things so I don't feel so alone when Im drawing/pixeling/animating or making music or trying to make a whole Video Game on my own.

I'd think there are other people out there who feel the same way but I guess I'm just not in the right circles.





Alumeri_L
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