I need to learn to accept things, and let go of what already happened. I get hurt too easily and I always take it out on him, when I shouldn't. I need some time to cope, sometimes dealing with it right away pressures me, and I don't even think straight. All I know is, I don't want to be known as the controlling girlfriend, I want to be liked and lay-back. I gotta stop letting my insecurities get the best of me. sad crying