Okay, so yesterday was kind of a success. I allowed myself a second soda instead of just one, so today, I won't have any soda at all. I'm doing well so far. I tried out the kickboxing workout yesterday, and it felt great. Since I have a workout video on my iTunes, I was able to do the workout properly. it's a 30 minute workout, and I only got 7 minutes into it before I had to stop, but it's okay. I'll work up the stamina to be able to go through the whole half hour. Anyways, tonight, I'm not going to be doing a dance routine. I know that Sunday evening is when I dance, but since I started yesterday, I wouldn't have enough time to dance. This upcoming Sunday, however, will be different.
I've honestly been doing really well at waking up at 7 every morning and going to bed at midnight every night. I've even stuck with my nerdy passion, too. Of course, a bad habit I'm trying to stop is eating too much. I need to eat 5 small meals per day instead of 3 large meals. So, I figured my small meals can be breakfast, lunch, snack, dinner, and dessert. If I work on cutting back on my meals, then I won't feel so fat and ugly. Which reminds me, even though I felt great yesterday, today I just have been down on myself. I felt terrible and fat and worthless. I really need to stop that, but right now, I'm trying to find a good way to be able to vent my frustration. I think when I cut back on eating, then I can feel better about myself, and my self esteem will go up.
To be honest, I haven't worked on my lotus flower sketch today. I put it off, but I did need a day off from it. I think that Sunday will probably be days when I just need a break from my artistic talents. I think it's a good idea. Taking a step away from it for a day will help me refresh my mind for the upcoming week. It's perfect, to me.
I just hope that tomorrow, I won't feel so down on myself. Hopefully, I'll be able to cut back at least a little bit on eating too much.
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