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Its unbelievable how painful life can be. I used to be the optimistic, positive guy, now i really feel like i dont want to live anymore.

Its unbelievable how much you can love one person. I love her. I still do, after all,and i think i always will.

Dwayne is his name, she likes him, she told me. I dont know if she realized how much that hurt me.

I cant sleep because i wake up in the middle of the night thinking of her, realizing that she doesnt love me anymore.

One day has 24 hrs. I spend about 8 asleep, when im asleep im dreaming of her, or like i already said, i keep waking up thinking of her. The other 16 hrs are hell. Im trying to survive, trying to breathe. I dont want to live like this anymore.

If i csnt move on, then i dont wqnt to live at all. I just cant keep faking a smile, i cant keep feeling like im about to throw up, i cant keep trying to stop the tears from falling.

Love can be the best thing you will ever feel, but once you get hurt, it will be the worst thing.

I need help. Please.





 
 
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