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Meditative analysis of the Fallibility of Humanity, Act: III
Where I reinforce my apparent apathy with irreverent, unexplained sarcasm, a maze of near-unintelligible adverbs and adjectives, and a plethora of irrelevance, animosity, and complete disregard for any readers' sanity, self-esteem, or will to live.
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rock from the boat to sink like a sloth |
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I'm confused by myself again.
Not the temporal mechanics...lol. I don't run into much of that firsthand. The Doctor's an engineer.
Nope, even in lieu of that example, dissociation could be disrupting, but at least his life in times are distinguishable from one another.
To that I'm....well s**t, I'm a goddamn ninja. Watching myself is like watching the shadows of leaves on a tree~
My darling sweetheart came up with that...well, more like pulled it out of Tolkien's arse, meaning I'd never forget.
No, forgive my nostalgic heart, My sadness distorts things...like places in conversation. rofl
I am the opposite of that fictional icon in every way, but you can't help but admire the madness it takes.
Not so much opposite, like a mirror, as an inversion thereof. Take the mind and color it transparent.
Like looking into a multifaceted crystal, or the eye of a dragonfly. You can see the things separately.
But the illusion of tears blur these, so I can all but see....only one. *
Of course, since the 'glass' is flat, silver-lined as Tolkien's pen might be, the one who I see is not me.
It's where I seek my existential course, through the images of other people. And finding one that shines with such silver that they can allow me to see myself as I am, and know what it is that I am, to choose who I believe I ]should be,
Your mind shines freedom, for some reason unbeknownst to me. Maybe 'tis but a dream. I've been looking at angels, and have seen only light that blinds and sears. You know, my a-hole brother. The one named for Michael, and named after John.
So, since gospels are hitting me about the head in a most unpleasant way My other...half-brother, that is, just looks, to me, REALLY FUNNY.
So uh, yeah. WTF was it you were saying again? I got distracted choking back silent laughter which grows from I know not where.
Come, will you laugh with me? But if you stay, you will cry with sadness... I make a promise I got lost in. Not that sudden - go to sleep.
Rinn Lothron · Sat Sep 14, 2013 @ 02:50am · 0 Comments |
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