Along time ago, I bit off more than I could chew.
I came here in search of something, anything.
It's taken 7 years to realize that what I was looking for, I was looking for in the wrong places. I've made l o t s of awesome friends on Gaia who I wouldn't trade for the world, and I've met some not so cool people who have made me a better person through our interactions. I've learned alot in being here.
Am I leaving? Not today, will I soon? Maybe.
I've did meet someone who I truly came to care for and was blessed to call my best friend, the most laid back person who never judged. After years of lies and finally finding out the truth and being awesome friends, I came back.
Still looking for something, some answer, proof perhaps, something.
And here I am, I think I finally understand what I need and what I was looking for when I came here. It's not something you can find online, but it's something it took someone else to help me realize.
Thanks to all my lovely gaia friends and family, to the awesome people I love and care for. <3
Ramblings of a Retard