My 7 deadly sins
Pride, envy, gluttony, lust, wrath, greed, and sloth
you never really seen me mad/angry, I didn't want you see me like that, I hate it when I'm like that. When I'm mad at someone I don't really yell/ say what I want to say to the person I'm mad at I will start to but then I get this feeling in my throat then my eyes get watery so I have to walk away just bite my tongue and walk away somewhere quite to cry yeah I cry not only do I cry but I also just want to punch something until my hands hurt, I rather have physical pain than emotional pain, I can control my physical pain but not my emotion. You know the reason I think I cry when get mad is because deep down I know its my fault for what ever reason I was mad but I wont admit out loud or the other way it isn't my fault but I will always believe it is. After I'm done crying I will go to sleep take a nap wake up and not eat a thing not talk to anybody if I do talk, I say something mean hateful and snarky. That was I was scared to show you I was mad, I was afraid to tell you something that would make you go away completely from me i can be really bitchy when I'm angry, and my stubbornness doesn't allow me to take back what I say when I'm angry. It funny I usually am always quiet you know even with my family but over the years they have been able to figure out how different my normal silence is from my mad silence. They know to leave me alone when I'm like that, and if they want me to eat my brother Jose usually cheers me up with a joke, he's such a joker like you. They haven't figured out everything though. Many shadows surround me.