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i'm tired of people saying your not good enough or your worthless i've felt like that for
almost 4 years now iv've felt suicidal moments soo bad before that you would see me
standing in the kitchen with a knife up to my neck my mother kept thinking i was
turning mental growing "mad" she said, so she keeps her distances from me because
i think she is afraid that if she pisses me off too much then i'll kill her? but i don't feel
like killing anyone only myself, sometimes i wouldn't even notice it and other times i
notice it so well that i'm trying soo hard to not, kill myself, that i just burst into tears,
other times i'm guessing if its hormones or are these feelings are real but i know one
thing, that i hate who i am and i want my life to be over with,