So this isn't about my characters it's just me ranting about my sucky role playing skills.
I guess this is a moment where I feel lame for trying to committ myself into a roleplay and failing because I feel left out or my computer breaking.. I'm sorry to all the people I have roleplayed with and just left hanging because I feel like s**t now.
I guess I really feel like a pathetic role player. Even though I love to do it so much...