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The last couple of months have been really difficult for me. Fairly recently there has been a death of a loved one, which has left me in an almost depressed frame of mind. It's almost as if the motivation to do anything, has left me. This of course, put a strain on everything in my life and made everything that much worse. Talk about a vicious cycle.

I've finally managed to pull my head out of my arse and decided to put my life back on track. My cousin suggested that I use this blog-type-thing, to add some structure. I'm not honestly sure how this will help, but I will humour her (even thought I think walking my dog will give me more structure).

I'm not sure what to write about. When I originally started this I was in a different state of mind. The way I am now, there is a high probability that I will ramble about my issues. I highly doubt anyone will read this and if they do I do not think they want to hear about my personal life. I really should have looked on other people's journal and blogs to see what they write about, but by the time I came to that conclusion, I was too lazy to delete what I had already wrote.

I will try to write in this every other day and find some interesting things to talk about. Until then, ta ta for now.