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"My pain, my pride. These scars are mine."~ Otep Shamaya
I Can't Look at Her and See Me
I can make you hate me.
I know what to say,
To force you to walk away.
I know what to do to cease this from ever being able to be.

I know what to do,
To make you leave.
I can do it, too.
I can no longer grieve.

I look in the mirror-
And try to see me.
The only one that I am proud to be.
But all I see when I look in my eyes-
Is a web of lies-
An excuse for a soul from one who will never be whole-
A ******** other.

I figured it out,
I know why we want to run.
We can't give up now,
That wouldn't be any fun.

Try to tell me I'm okay.
Tell me that I'm alright-
Because I swear I've never felt this dead inside.

I can't look at people,
Without seeing each as an interchangeable steeple.

Alucarda Incarnate
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