Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Report This Entry Subscribe to this Journal
LIFE
the conspiracies of the term Life
bland
I'm still depressed and everything I do doesn't make me feel better, it makes me feel so dead. I've been recently thinking about committing suicide for about a few weeks now but I still have a will to live in a way. I think about my friends and family and how they kinda treat me ok but I hate the feeling that I have.

I REALLY HATE WHO I AM AND I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

I've recently begun to hate men as well, I can't help it but it's a psychological reason.
I just hate how they get more of a reason to do the things they like, while I get restricted by everyone.

I know that my thoughts are all over the place but I just don't know what to think anymore. I thought that maybe I was sane but sometimes reality just doesn't seem real anymore.
Anime is the only thing so far that distracts me from my life and I want it to be there forever- or at least as long as I last.

Mallori_Cantare
Community Member
  • 05/25/14 to 05/18/14 (1)
  • 05/11/14 to 05/04/14 (1)
  • 08/04/13 to 07/28/13 (1)
  • 05/12/13 to 05/05/13 (1)
  • 04/28/13 to 04/21/13 (1)
  • 11/07/10 to 10/31/10 (1)



  •  
     
    Manage Your Items
    Other Stuff
    Get GCash
    Offers
    Get Items
    More Items
    Where Everyone Hangs Out
    Other Community Areas
    Virtual Spaces
    Fun Stuff
    Gaia's Games