I hate my size. I hate my strength. I hate the muscle and the compact efficiency and super fast reflexes. I hate having to hold back with everyone. I hate having to worry about hurting people. I don't wish I was prettier, I don't wish I was skinnier. I just wish I was more.....girly? Less intimidating. Less man like.

Then again, I hate most women. So maybe that wouldn't be such a good idea.